my jannah once said : friends, they come and go.

at that very point of time i was totally agreed with her. but eventually, i have changed my mind. i thought i could let fatin go and tell myself that, friend, comes and goes. but i totally forget that, this is best of best friends we are talking about. Fatin is not just a friend. she is the fucking best part of my life. and so do HBFS, SIALAR , jannah, veron. how could i stupidly let her / them go just like that ? and i dont want to lose any of my friends now. even monster. i might not be that close to him but truthfully, monster can always make me laugh when i dont even want to smile. and i loveeeeeeee that ! youre the only one who can make me laugh till i wanna vommit. which is good i think. hahaha. okay. lets get back to the topic. i dont know what to say already. alot of things happened today and.. i really wish to share.

i wore my lucky orange Paul Frank underwear but it didnt bring me any luck though.
i love you , dear friends.